Your self worth

It took me a long time to figure out my worth in Christ. I've struggled with insecurities as long as I can remember and I'm sure deep down I still have some. I'm not to my goal weight, but I love who I am in Christ. Tonight while driving home, I thanked God for parts of my body that I wish sometimes I could change, but I was thankful that I am who God made me. Yes I can lose some weight or change this or that, but at the end of the day, I AM ME!!! I try each and everyday to be the best me I can be and I know God knows my heart. I pray that everyone who struggles with insecurities of some sort finds their worth in Christ.

I typed that on my facebook, but wanted to share more.  Before my journey to the woman I am today, I struggled with my self worth and I felt very insecure being in a room with beautiful women.  I go to a women's group at church on Wednesday night and I look around the whole room and it is full of beautiful women and I LOVE IT!!! I love these women in Christ and they are all beautiful in their own unique way and you know what......so am I!!!!  I no longer feel ashamed of my body or who I am!!! Yes, I still have some rolls or some gray hairs, but my relationship with Christ is strong and He calls me His child, He calls me His princess, He calls me His bride and He seeks me and pursues me and that tells me I am valuable, Hr tells me that I am worthy.  Jesus went on the cross to die for me because He loves me and there is no greater love than that. 

I know I have mentioned this before, but my past relationships were all so wrong.  The men did nothing, it was me trying to find my worth in them.  I was never satisfied, I was insecure and jealous and it reeked havoc on my relationships.  It was a fail from the start because I wasn't seeking my worth in Christ.  Humans will always fail us in some way, but Christ's love never will fail.  I thank God everyday that He has given me this time to find my self worth in Him from the outside to the inside.

I see so many women who arnt happy with themselves, or try to seek happiness in people or things that will never make them fully happy like the way Christ can and I want to say, that until you find your worth in Christ it will be an endless circle. 

God wants our attention, especially us princesses in Christ!  He wants to tell us how beautiful we are and He wants to spoil us and shower us in blessings.  He always wants our attention and want us to obey Him in everything we do!!  When we seek Him and have our eyes on Him, theres no better  man that we can have our eyes on!!!

 

I just want you to know that God loves you and He made you the way you are and He calls you beautiful!!! You were created in His image and He makes no mistakes!!!