Last Day!!!

Its the last day of the 21 days fast and the end to my 5 day no food.  The past 2 days have been more difficult, just because I know mentally soon I will be eating.  It has taken a toll on my body.  I am weak, get dizzy and have had 2 meltdowns of boohooing.  Here it is 11pm and you would think we would have an hour, but really we have till 2am, because that was our last meal cause we work nights.  We did go out and buy Wingstop as our first meal and we have it here at home.  We are trying to kill time so we don't think about it too much, but I know my body wants it. 

I have been able to function and not feel too bad.  The more I smelled food is the worst it got.  Its like the smell triggered my stomach and then it would be reminded that it needed food.  The past couple of days, I haven't been drinking as much as I should and its been killing my back. 

Tomorrow we are going to treat ourselves and take a day out of the town and eat some good food and shop to say congratulations to us that we did it.  It was a struggle that we did together and I honestly feel like it brought us closer to each other, because when one person wanted to give up or didn't feel good, the other one helped and encouraged.  I think it was Brian more consoling me more, just because it makes me sick to not eat, I'm blessed to have hi
m in my life.  I am surprised at how well Brian did, but I know hes ready to dig into some meat. 

We both lost some weight with this, well Brian lost more, but we also leaned on God during this time.  Some days were worst than the other and some days went by fast.  I would recommend everyone to do this, just because its very rewarding.  Alot of people say they cant do it, but its all mental and what we allow to defeat us.

So, cheers to everyone, we are about to get some grub on in a couple of hours!!!