Being Used

3-28-14
[I wrote this, but never published it.....like a diary, but felt like sharing at this point in my life.] 

I pray almost daily to be used.  I was sitting down talking to my grandpa earlier on how I'm striving to please God in every areas of my life.  I had 5 text messages, but never looked at them because I was talking to my grandpa.  When I got done talking, I looked at my text messages and saw this:

Finding God gives me hope, when at times all hope was lost.  We don't know God, until we seek Him.  You have shown me things, that makes my pursuit of God that much greater.  God made you beauty, and faith and to help when we don't understand.  If we never talked again, I want you to take comfort in that when your down or sad that you at least changed my life for the good.  Your one woman I will never forget for the rest of my life.
 
 It was just reassurance that I am doing what God wants me to do and all I'm doing is sharing the knowledge that I know and praying for people.  I feel at times that its not really doing anything, but I'm on fire!!! I'm fire for the Lord and I'm ready and willing to be used.  Alot of time when I speak, I have nothing to say and then my mouth opens up and words come out and I know that's the Lord doing the work.

I needed to hear that today to know that even when sometimes I'm not doing anything or I'm just simply speaking something that I already know, it might just be what someone needs to hear.  I want my readers who are reading this to see and understand that you just never know when you might be able to touch someone in some way, with just a prayer or a simple hello.  I pray daily for people to see Jesus in me and I hope I can be that woman that God can use and so people can see Jesus.  I don't want to be scared to speak or claim my Savior in front of anyone.  My goal on this earth is to please God and I know I will fail Him daily, but just know that God is of mercy and grace!!