30 day challenge

I went to my Dr yesterday and I weighed the same.  I guess it can be looked at in a positive note, because I didn't gain any weight.  I really knew I was slacking because every week I pretty much went on vacation this past month, so I walked alot, but ate bad. 

So I vowed to myself starting Saturday to do a 30 day challenge.  I'm vowed to it, so I'm not going to even give myself a cheat day.  I want to be under 200 pounds by October 1st.  I know I can do it, I just need to get my mind set and start riding my bike again.  My friend and I have talked about 2 days for sure about riding together and so I hope that motivates me to the times when I need to ride by myself.

Everyone says I need to focus on me and become the Bride that God wants me to be and to also wait on God.  I need to use this time waiting on God to work on me to the fullest and one is a goal, a dream of mine and its to be 180.  WHEN I reach 180, I can see where my body is and if I want to lose more, but until then that's my goal.  Its not even an unrealistic goal right now, considering I'm 44 pounds away and since March lost 37, so I know with Gods help and strength and my friends encouragement I can do this, for me, for my future spouse.  I want him to be proud of me on his arm, its very exciting!

Yesterday wasn't a good day for me emotionally, but now I feel ready.....I'm ready to wait....I'm ready to work on me....I'm ready to pray for my future spouse consistently, I know God wants the best for me and I want the best for me, so I will work on being the best.  I know I will have another moment when I'm feeling frustrated and impatient, but my friends are always there praying for me to have peace and I couldn't ask for better friends.

On a positive note, I got 3 Red CD's for like $12.00, so that's my new addiction and great for working out.  I wanted the Dycifer Down CD, but for almost the same price, I could get 3 CD's. So in just a couple of days, IT'S ON!!!!